“Hey, how is it going?”
You messaged me at midnight.
“It’s been so long, but I’m single now.
Wanna go grab a bite?”The red flags, the signs—
they were all there.
I wanted to say, “Yes” to you again,
’cause I still care.For years and years,
you strung me along.
Coming and going,
like a broken love song.You kept me on a leash
as if I were your pet.
2 years and 4 months—
that was the last time we met.Our relationship was toxic,
yet I always denied it.
I guess it was all because
I’m hopelessly romantic.It was always on your terms,
never on mine.
I let you walk all over me;
how can I be so blind?For 2 years and 4 months,
I’ve taken the time to heal.
I’ve finally released myself
from your addictive hamster wheel.Today is the day,
I’m free from your parole.
I’m breaking away from this vicious cycle
and reclaiming my control.Eve | @layersofemotions
For anyone who’s in a situationship or a toxic relationship, remember that you can break away from this vicious cycle and reclaim your power as long as you promise yourself to take the time to do the inner work.
I’ve been seeing recurring themes in my clients lately, and along with the conversation I had with some dear friends last night, I woke up feeling inspired to write something about it.
It may be challenging, and old patterns may be repeated, but it is possible to free yourself from their “parole”. You’ve got this.
With love & light,
Eve